Darkness is simply the absence of light. And the absence of pain is a dream-like state in which seconds tick as loud as a sledgehammer smashing against a wall. A constant terror rattling inside your bones.
But pain, if you chose to, can give you more strength that you ever imagined.
I work every day for as long as I can. I draw, I paint. I’m searching for something. I’m no longer afraid of dying. I takes me five, six hours to finish a painting. I smoke a cigarette, take the painting of the easel, and start a new one.
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